Nothing much about me, I like simple life

I just want to be happy from now.... I think for the past two years I had been making alot of mistakes. I know cannot be undone so I will try to enjoy what i have now and not making the same mistake again.I have few friends that have been very supportive and know my problems. I guess they never give up on me. I just don't want to disappoint them. I feel I am a disappointment, if mum still around she will be wrapping her arm over me. I guess I just miss her alot and want her to be around and tell me "it's okay, you are forgiven". Maybe I did not want to forgive myself.....

きょうはいじょうです！